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Brazoria County, TX was surprisingly pleasant this weekend. The weather was nice and relatively cool - the humidity levels were such that SCUBA gear not was required to be outside. The San Benard River was lovely as always with the mud-rich waters and the fresh water barnicle swell in the air. And so it was that the Garrison family convened to the family’s Mecca/river house on a late March weekend for my grandmother’s funeral.

Friday night was a nice BBQ dinner at a family friend’s newly finished palace on The Benard. The master of the palace, Royce Sharp Sr. (father to the not-so-famous U of M/US Olympic swimmer), gave me a personal demonstration of his latest home improvement achievement. He has installed a communications router in a closet which rivals many small/medium office server rooms in terms of functionality and professionalism. The entire house (including all bathrooms) are networked with data, voice and video lines. Royce is in constant competition with the next door neighbor, my uncle, who owns the most expensive and coveted home on The Benard as of the date on this post. Royce has one-up’ed Bruce on the home networking aspect as well as a more fully featured home theater, a larger kitchen with full size Sub Zero fridge/freezer and wine cooler, and an automated security gate to help keep out the worst Brazoria County has to offer.

After Friday night’s “twin Sub-Z’s” showdown, the family spent Saturday morning bonding over yard work at the family’s house. This is what living in this area is all about. Working in the yard is neither a necessity nor a “chore”. It is a lifestyle. Some may enjoy getting out into the yard to mow the lawn twice a week, precision bomb fire-ant beds, battle snakes and possums for regional yard control, clean mold off of the house, weed-eat the weeds, edge the edges with the edger, rake leaves, plant flowers, water plants, and sweep the frontbackporchdeckpier.

Right now, I prefer the yard work at my condo: nada. Maybe that will change.

After accomplishing the morning chores, the Chapelwood minister came out to the house to interview my mom and uncles. The minister brought with him, enough food to feed the homeless people in my neighborhood for weeks, especially if you consider the calorie/fat intake from the fried chicken. I forgot this was how things were done down there. It was as comforting as the food was to know there were people thinking about our family (even if they weren’t thinking about our cholesterol).

Throughout the weekend, there were no tears or somber moments. I only witnessed laughter, constant conversation over Fox News coverage of the war and the “mmms” and “ahhhs” with each 90+ bottle from the wine room that was opened. I always thought it was a sham that my uncle turned my grandfather’s old dark room into a wine cellar. I guess the frat boy enjoys alcohol more than art. On Sunday, my cousin Jill somehow distracted me from The Oscars so I could look through everyone of the 500+ pictures from her wedding that she did not invite me to. Like most wedding pictures I have ever looked at, they sucked. They all looked lame and boring with the exception of an impromp-tu walk on the beach in front of the Del Coronado Hotel in Dan San Diego. Even with this glimmer of hope, I am afraid she is destined to join the ranks of the ordinary. She started her new job with The Devil last week.

The way my family handled everything should have been documented carefully for anyone wanting a fitting tribute to their deceased loved ones. The service was beautiful - a moving performance on the harp from an old friend of the immediate family, another vocal soloist at the secret request of my grandmothers as well as eulogies from my dad and uncle. My brother and I served as pallbearers…I know Gigi would have been proud of all of us. There was a large turnout at the service, burial and after party at the river house. That really spoke to me as did the stories from the eulogies. My grandmother had done something special for our family by setting down roots in the community that I often times loathe. Our family has 43 years of memories on The San Benard and I am sure many more to come…my parents have recently purchased property on the river.

I had a great time catching up with my family - which for those who know me well, may come as a surprise. Everyone seemed quite interested in what I was doing at school and wanted to know what they should be watching in the theater. My uncle, Bruce, who has seemed distant over the past few years, talked to me for a long time about school, future plans and the new Range Rovers - he and Jeff (his partner/lifemate) bought his and his 03′ Rovers last month. “They aren’t quite the creampuff ride like the LX 470 is, but they’re a lot tougher…just what we need them for.”

I met my cousin Claire’s husband for the first time, even after attending their wedding two years ago. Ferrell and I had an interesting conversation on the evils of Wall Street and the slaughter of the energy trading market at the hands of hedge fund companies. He used to work for The Devil.

My oldest cousin, Melanie, who claims she is “pretty mainstream” talked with me for a long time over the joys of Six Feet Under and what I’ve been learning in school. Her daughter, Katie, was very impressed that I was “studying to become a director” and insisted that I have her work on my next film. I’ve got one fan and counting…

Today, I left my parents in the airport and headed for the Blue Line to run home and try to make it to class on time. I felt a sense of depression…seperation anxiety. I had been overwhelmed with love and fellowship from my family this weekend and I wasn’t ready for it to stop. I hope that whatever Gigi’s departure from our Universe has triggered in our family lasts for years to come. I am excited about my family again.

I was just listening to Lake Trout - Let Me Show You What I’m Used To

Posted in Personal

March 25th, 2003 | 7:08 PM

Until Tuesday…

Dad is about to pick me up to head to Highland Park for the evening…and then it’s George Bush Sr. International Airport tomorrow morning…oh joy.

Hopefully this trip/weekend won’t be too painful…and I am not specifically talking about the funeral, either…

Much, much more later…

I was just listening to Dire Straits - Once Upon A Time In The West

Posted in Personal

March 20th, 2003 | 4:28 PM

Conversations With “The Enemy”

Since I moved to Wicker Park, I have been a regular at Dexter’s Hair Design at 2051 W. North Ave - conveniently located 4 blocks away from my place and 1 block away from the Damen L stop. I go there because it is so close and my stylist - Amir - charges me $10 less than everyone else because he just runs the clippers over my scalp (actually, he continues to get more meticulous and detailed on my simple haircut every time I see him). Anyway, I had never really talked with Amir because I like to zone out while I’m getting my hair cut and most hair stylists I’ve known have never had anything interesting to say. That is, until today.

Amir had the tele on ABC and we listened to Peter Jennings go on about what I’m sure every other anchor has been talking about for the past 12+ hours…and then Amir received a phone call. He began speaking Arabic and seemed quite excited and concerned at the same time while on the phone. Now, I figured that Amir was of Arab decent, but I wasn’t sure where exactly he or his family was from. He spoke for about 5 minutes and then hung up the cordless.

“Kevin, that was my parents who live in Baghdad. They’re ok…they’re at home now and they have food and water. The missiles haven’t been hitting anywhere near them yet.”

“Holy fucking shit,” I replied. “Your parents live in…you’re from Iraq…well you know you’ve got to talk to me about what’s going on!”

Amir started off telling me he grew up in Baghdad, a city the size of Chicago. The son of an engineer, he lived reasonably well as a child and after school, he joined the National Army. He served in the Army for 8 years as an infantry/regular. Amir said he never moved up in rank because he was “a trouble maker” and always gave his commanding officers “a lot of shit”. His last days in the Army were in 1991 during the Gulf War. He said that he was captured by the Americans and was a POW. However, he in addition to several other Iraqis were part of a planned “strike” against Saddam Hussein in which the Army regulars just left the lines and went home. They did not want to fight for Saddam.

After he was captured, he had no choice but to seek asylum in the United States. Because of the soldier “strike”, Hussein was punishing the captured Iraqi soldiers by throwing them in prison, which was followed by torture and a bullet in the head. He came to the United States, relocated to Chicago and has been here ever since.

I asked Amir the inevitable question: what do you and your family think about this? He started off by saying “Saddam Hussein is a fucking asshole. He is a dictator, a murderer and a tyrant. And nobody is going to be sad to see him go.” Amir continued in his pissed off tone of voice. “But it should be up to the people of Iraq to deal with Saddam. And it should be up to the people of Iraq to decide who will replace him, and not some puppet chosen by the American government.”
Then it got personal. “The United States government…George Bush is an imbecile and a warmonger. I can’t stand him, I can’t stand to listen to him speak,” Amir said.

Well, the government seems convinced that Saddam Hussein is a threat to our country. Do you agree with that,” I asked.

“You can watch on television and see how much of a threat Saddam is to this country (USA). He can’t keep his Army organized and he’s not capable of using weapons of mass destruction against us.” Amir said.

“Bush seems concerned that Saddam could provide weapons to terrorists.” I stated.

“Saddam wouldn’t do that. These weapons, he wants to keep for himself for protection against Iran and Israel and to threaten his own people with. He has never used these weapons unprovoked against the United States, even when he had them. That’s not what he has them for.”

I think at this point I was speechless, because there wasn’t really anything else I could say to Amir. I could tell he was getting sensitive about the subject and rightly so - his family’s life is in jeopardy, their city is about to be destroyed and he has definitely earned the right to criticize both Iraq’s government and ours.

“Well your family…they do not live near any palaces, military buildings, factories or anything like that,” I asked. “No, they live about 2 miles away from anything like that. I think they’ll be ok,” Amir said.

“Well I am sorry for what our government is doing to your country. I will be thinking about your family while this is going on,” I said.

“Thank you…thank you very much. It’s not the Americans…it’s the American government who is responsible. You do not need to apologize,” Amir replied as he handed me a mirror to look over my newly buzzed head.

“Nice job…it looks great.” I paid Amir, shook his hand and walked home thinking about the most interesting haircut I have ever had.

I was just listening to Sigur R�s -Svefn g englar

Posted in Chicago, Personal, Politics

March 20th, 2003 | 2:46 PM

A Day Without Blood Is Like A Day Without Sunshine

born to kill

I was just listening to Primus - Too Many Puppies

Posted in Politics

March 19th, 2003 | 10:42 PM

The Digital Music Project

I am finally wrapping on my project to rip all of my CDs to 192+ kbps MP3s. In addition, I raided my roommates’ CD collections for some of their gems that I did not have. So after spending several days (a few weeks) loading everything into my iTunes music library, I’ve noticed some interesting stats:

  • music from 215 Artists and 428 albums (average of 2 albums/artist)
  • 5,427 songs taking up 31.94 Gigabytes of hard drive space
  • total play time: 16 days, 23 hours, 11 minutes, 49 seconds
  • largest collection of music by one artist/band: Pink Floyd (10 albums)
  • current song most often played: Sneaker Pimps - Loretta Young Silks (that’s a great song!)
  • at least one artist for every letter of the alphabet, except “X” and “Y” (still looking for that Yo La Tango CD…)
  • 25 film score/soundtrack recordings
  • recordings range from 1959 (Dave Brubeck) to 2003 (Zwan)
  • music from every genre except Death/Speed Metal, Opera, Children’s Music and Spoken Word

I was just listening to A Perfect Circle - Judith

Posted in Music, Personal

March 19th, 2003 | 7:32 PM

Parallel Universe

I stayed up all night and most of the morning, thinking about my G-ma, my experience at the movie theater earlier that evening and the inevitable military campaign in Iraq. Luke dragged me out last night to see Willard - a very entertaining film, if only to watch Crispin Glover convincingly be affectionate towards a rat. And just as the film was reaching the climax, the fire alarms went off in the movie theater. Apparently, some jerk off(s) pulled a false alarm and we had to leave with only a voucher as compensation. Personally, I would have preferred to see the end of the film and then never go to that theater again…even if it is the closest one to my house. Convenience usually compromises quality…

I didn’t go to class today, partly because I knew I could afford to miss but I also because I didn’t want to go outside. Occasionally, when events occur that put my universe into a tailspin, I get kind of nervous like something is not right with the world. I only remember it happening a few other times…I’m sure it’s just stress.

Anyway, the weirdness continues as I catch up on news today and read about this:
http://www.apple.com/pr/library/2003/mar/19gore.html

I guess that’s a good thing…good for Al, I’d say that’s a nice consolation prize.
The weirdness continues…

I was just listening to Beck - Ramshackle

Posted in Personal

March 19th, 2003 | 5:41 PM